“Suddenly you see what the next step is, and you think, Oh, my God, look at all these people I have to lay off. I mean, even though I'd put a ton of money back into the company, even though I'd stopped taking salary and was paying all the expenses out of my pocket, I still had assets that weren't going to be effected. I'd have to cut back on my lifestyle, but I'd be okay. Here were all these oher people, thousands of people, who depended on me, and how they're going to be out of work. If you're a decent person, if you have any conscience at all, you have to say, "How did I screw this up so badly?"”